also known as Qada’ and Qadar. Something that I may have failed to look at and comprehend while I was learning my religious studies. I am perhaps, able to fathom everything else (god willing) but this one particular bit. I don’t know if it is because my character is such that I am extremely obstinate [...]
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from you. From all the pain that I am suffering from. Am I too selfish? I’ve cared for others more than I do myself. I’ve put others ahead of myself and have forgotten my place in this life. Am I living my life for others? I’ve had enough of your ‘I can’ts’ I’ve had enough [...]
Perhaps one of the happiest moments of her life to marry the man of her dreams. Zaila and I were there to be bridesmaids. It was interesting, considering that bridesmaids these days don’t really have much to do! HAHA! I wonder when’s my turn…
I was in mom’s room minutes ago, icing her knee and her finger. I didn’t see exactly what happened but she fell. Her leg got caught on something and she fell. I did not panic. Instead, I had hugged her and rubbed her shoulders and arm and asked her where does it hurt. She pointed [...]
I have been preparing for his departure since the day I knew him. I know that I have to be ready for it. It’s probably my fault that I got close to him but I don’t regret this. It would be more of a mistake to not even know him. I’ve had so much fun [...]
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But why? What makes him think that I’m not? I wandered around in the airport today during lunch. Ran some errands and I was in my own bubble of thoughts. And there, I was brooding while I walked aimlessly in Terminal 2. Unfortunately, I’m not out of it. When I start to be upset about [...]
Most of the time, it doesn’t. But I’m too curious that I actually refuse to let it go until I know it. No doubt it gets to the better of me. It’s okay…. I always believe there’s a reason why things happen. I’ll probably know some day.
are only for the soul. So basically, it’s for the afterlife. This is what Yana said to me yesterday when she visited me at the office. My reply to her…apparently, had a lot to do with my religion. When you are dead, it is differentiated by who goes to hell and who goes to heaven. [...]
only makes whatever emotions one feel, REAL. And when it is real, how do you go back to the time it was just an illusion of emotions? Unfortunately, we talked about it. I can’t help thinking that it is a big mistake. Somewhere between helping him buy his cologne and watching Iron Man 2 with [...]
I’m not exactly in love with him…or maybe I am. I have been questioning this for a long time now. I always wondered why I am exposed to people who are going for civil marriages. Mainly these are the people who fall out of the religion because the woman is a muslim and the man [...]
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He left me last year and he did it again this year. I can’t remember when…not anymore. A sucker for punishment, I went to have a peek at his Facebook today. I was curious to see if he is still with her. I wish I hadn’t done that. I’m getting too old for this. The [...]
It was the most awesome night ever. It all started from Rajesh. If it weren’t for him I wouldn’t know of Lamb of God or go to the concert. Unfortunately or fortunately, he unleashed the metal side of me that remained dormant for donkey years. From Lamb of God, leads to Eluveitie, Arch Enemy, back [...]
You guessed it. I’m still awake. It’s past 1am and I’m still wide awake. Sorted out my mirror site, in any case this one fails… I’ve been thinking alot and I have sort of decided on a lot of things… Start digital imaging – create and morph (left this a long time ago) Work on [...]
The last I had the worst case of PMS and cramps was back in 2008. Or maybe earlier than that. Suffice to say, it had been a long time since I had it. Before I go on, thank god this blog is fixed coz I seriously needed an outlet especially when I don’t want to [...]
Dear Syida, Well, here we are at the sunny Seaside Hotel in the kitchen. The weather is funny and the temperature is one degrees. Our hotel room looks out onto a garden filled with pasta trees and tropical presents. The natives are all crazy and spent their time milking and riding their oranges through the [...]
Since Thursday night, he has made it known to me. He wants to give us another try. Things like this only happens in the movies where the ex comes back, realizing that you are the one and wants to be with you and all. But this is real life (which usually ends up in rejection) [...]
And i’m still very upset about it. My phone was nicely tucked in a corner on my desk, charging. I don’t know how and why, next thing I know my cat climbed on my bed and then when he was getting down, my phone was thrown with the charger wire attached to it. The charger [...]
Sometimes I wonder why I wait and wait and wait and wait. This time I am not waiting. I’ve always waited and never give a chance to any of the other guys that tries to date me. New concept of singlehood. Just go out and go out but make sure I go out with people [...]