I had spent my weekend just sitting at home and also attended a good mate’s wedding. The young side of my brain/body so wants to party for New Year but the old side of my brain/body is giving it up totally. With every dance track that’s playing on my iPod or the radio, the will to dance is there but no bloody strength to carry on with it.
I watched a few movies namely, Harry Brown, Angus Thongs and Perfect Snoggings, re-runs of Indiana Jones and I don’t know what else. I really can’t remember. I could sit here for hours and still not remember of the movies I had watched.
Nonetheless, I’d recommend Harry Brown to anyone who enjoys watching action thrillers. It kept me a little bit terrified because it reminded me of the times I saw a boy getting bashed up by 3 men using motorcycle helmets outside my primary school while I was playing hopscotch. It was something I never mention in a very long time. Even my mates were stunned but all we could do was stare and then run away after the gang members left.
Back to work today. First work day of the year. It’s unbelievable how time really flies. 2009 being a very harsh year on me, has mould me to be a person that’s well, very much different than before in terms of perspectives. My officers were teasing me if I was sober or not. Yeah, I was a non-sober fool at one time. I drank so much to the point that I was digging out money for alcohol and not food. That’s what depression does to a person. However, I’m glad that I’m out of that dark period of my life.
Was the last to go home too since I had to lock up the office today due to some power shutdown. Got a nice pedicure for myself, it was so relaxing but I think I prefer my usual pedicurist to do my feet.
I’ve somewhat sworn off Facebook for the time being. So I’m on hiatus indefinitely. After too many things that happened that scarred me emotionally, I’ve decided so. Actually almost swore off Puzzle Pirates too until Cookied messaged me on MSN telling me that it’s a kick in the balls if I leave now. Realizing that the ex had not come on Puzzle Pirates, I decided to get on and made an entrance on the game. Speaking of games, I had completed Fable 2 twice in a span of one week. I’m trying to play evil and good, male and female character. Yup, I have too much time in my hands for now.
School’s starting soon and I can’t wait. Good thing I passed my exams. I thought I’d be stuck in a rut after whatever that had happened before.
Oh I forgot, Happy New Year! I should be active here after the inability to express myself in Facebook. Heh!
Cheers and I hope this year would be different for me and for whoever that hopes for a change. Inshallah.